Fuckin’ mother fuckers!! Is it just me or does everyone feel that they are under-appreciated at their job? Seriously I wanted to kill someone today. I started to contemplate how my life would be easier with another human being dead. After I punched out I even started to fantasize about the perfect job environment for me. No it was not anything as extreme or obvious as being a porn star or a Jessica Alba’s thong. I am not a lazy person and I really enjoy what I do. Hell I would even go as far as to say that I am really good at it. What I fantasized about was being in the same basic job that I am in now, but not surrounded by fucking idiots all day. What a joy it would be to work with and more importantly for motivated intelligent and respectful people like myself! Don’t get me bad they are not all bad people just certain misguided mother fuckers who feel that they are in a position to judge me. What really fucking gets me is that maybe they are because they sign my fucking checks and that is the problem. At what price is my self respect for sale? Hugh what fuck shit goddamnitmoth…..

Anyway so now I am getting drunk on some liquor that I got from a friend who I did some side work for out of the simple respect of our friendship. He appreciated what I did enough to give me a quality bottle of Irish Whisky. *it’s Jameson I love the fucking stuff & can’t resist it! So her I sit drinking it strait & wishing that I had not quit smoking for the New Year. Fuck work fuck living my life by a time clock. Well at least while I am brave whisky drunk. My alarm clock will still go off at 5:55 am & I will still punch that clock. I fucking hate clichés but fuck TGIF 2morrow.