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Well, needless to say the Strait Edge Project failed miserably. UdaMAN and I made it only 9 days and then on day 10 (a Thursday) decided to get fucked up in preparation for a party on Friday. From that point I was drunk every evening from Thursday – Tuesday.

Well, I got really busy yesterday, and was unable to find time to post. Lately all I can think about is weather or not to scrap the entire project. I am sick of being a shut in and I want to go out and do something. The other problem with that is that I am…

So I made it through Sunday which was by far the most difficult day as of yet. Honestly, I haven’t been sober on a Sunday for at least 3 years. Workdays are much easier to get through since most of the day is already over once I punch out. When I got home today I…

Right now all I can think about it drinking, smoking & waking off. Seriously I would take anything right now. Pot, Pillz, I could open up my liquor cabinet and be feelin’ fine in less than 10min. This of course makes me want to give in to temptation even less. I mean fuck what fun…

Yes you guessed it I am starting to get a little bit agitated. During my approx. hour commute to work I think of great shit to post here, but by the time I get to here I just get consumed & stressed out by all of the shit I have to get done. I will…