Right now all I can think about it drinking, smoking & waking off. Seriously I would take anything right now. Pot, Pillz, I could open up my liquor cabinet and be feelin’ fine in less than 10min. This of course makes me want to give in to temptation even less. I mean fuck what fun would this be if it was easy. Shit I have to find something else to occupy my time, and this is just now working.