Month: August 2005

  • Day 7

    Tonight is a softball night, I usually get drunk on softball night during or after the game and well yes sometimes even before. I expect to have no trouble abstaining tonight. However, on Friday night one of my friends is having a Birthday/Kegger and I thinking maybe a break from the strait edge project would…

  • Day 6

    So I made it through Sunday which was by far the most difficult day as of yet. Honestly, I haven’t been sober on a Sunday for at least 3 years. Workdays are much easier to get through since most of the day is already over once I punch out. When I got home today I…

  • Day 5 The 1st Sunday

    Right now all I can think about it drinking, smoking & waking off. Seriously I would take anything right now. Pot, Pillz, I could open up my liquor cabinet and be feelin’ fine in less than 10min. This of course makes me want to give in to temptation even less. I mean fuck what fun…

  • Day 4 a Saturday

    Well it has been a pretty standard Sat. actually. Except now I am on my way to a bonfire with some drinking buddies. It might be a little weird, but I am not to concerned. I have SMG here with me until noon tomorrow. After she goes home that when it is really gonna be…

  • Day Fucking 3

    Yes you guessed it I am starting to get a little bit agitated. During my approx. hour commute to work I think of great shit to post here, but by the time I get to here I just get consumed & stressed out by all of the shit I have to get done. I will…

  • Day 1 & 2

    I didn’t get around to posting yesterday because I was dead fucking tired. I only got 2 hours of sleep and was hung over as hell. This normally is not a problem with the use of coffee & pills, but those being off limits now I was dragging ass all day. Last night however I…

  • The Day Before The First Day

    As of midnight tonight the Straight Edge Project begins. No drinking, drugs, smoking, caffeine, masturbation, or fast food for 30 days. I will elaborate more at a later date cuz I am really fucking hung over right now, and the theory is that once I start to sober up, over the course of this project,…